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i cant believe

well im rather confused at da moment here i am just sitin here thinking about stuff...and well thinkin bout my life..my family,my friends,just everyday things and well WOW!!!!!!!is all i can think of to say at the moment......
 so im very very very shocked dat my best friend lol...is only 14 yrs old...ummm yeah..its not like i can go to da club wit him lol...o well its weird how things happen out of nowhere..like ben knows about my friendship wit benji...a.k.a zarok his username on xbox live..anywho bens just happy dat i got a friend that i can talk to all da time and everyday..even if he is only 14 yrs old...
i so heart zarok..hes so cute and adoreable lmao...and i find it very amusing dat zarok calls me his halo 3 girlfriend cause dats were we met lol....hes so funny and im happy to have him as my friend..my BEST FRIEND...i cant wait till he comes to visit me sumtime next year i think..im not sure but bens cool wit him staying wit us...damn time flies its almost xmas woot woot..i cant wait to c my family and to c florida and walk on da beach...o how i miss da beach...
well ima go 2 bed im so damn tired and i needs to go to bed early neway 4 i gots lots of cleaning to do...

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HMMM

SO I WILL BE LEAVIN IN 2 16 DAYS 4 FLORIDA....WOOT WOOT....IM HAPPY AND EXCITED YET SCARED AND WORRIED ALL AT ONCE....

BLEH......

I DONT WANA LEAVE MY EBONY I LOVE HER SO MUCH I DONT THINK IVE LOVED A PET SO MUCH AS MUCH AS I LOVE HER EXCEPT 4 TINKERBELL CAUSE SHE WAS MY FIRST BUNNY....

BUT YEAH I DONT WANT TO LEAVE MY BABIES...OR BEN....

I CANT WAIT TO C SEAN AND ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS ME LIKES DAT PART...SEEING MY FRIENDS DAT IMISS SO FUCKING MUCH....

I THINK IM DONE WRITING 4 NOW .....

LATERS......................OH I STILL LOVE BJ.. 

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XBOX 360

SO I WONT B ONLINE THAT MUCH..NOT ON HERE ANYWAY..IVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH MY XBOX 360...AND HALO 3
AS IVE POSTED ON MY MYSPACE BLOG HOW ITS NOT LIKE ANY OF MY FRIENDS WILL READ THIS AND LEAVE COMMENTS..Y DO I EVEN BOTHER I KEEP SAYING IMA DELETE PPL FROM MY FRIEND LIST BUT I DONT HAVE THE HEART TO DO IT...
*SIGH*...
O WELL IM NOT A BITCH LIKE I USE TO BE..THERES NO NEED 4 ME TO BE ONE ANYMORE...ONLY WHEN I HEAR BEN MENTION HIS NASTY FATHER...
ANYWHO TO DA PPL THAT DO READ MY JOURNAL THANKS AND IF U HAVE XBOX LIVE MY USERNAME IS BROKENAngel07..
SPELL IT LIKE THAT..OR I WONT GET DA MESSAGE...

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crap

as my title says crap 4 that is how i feel like crap..im sick my throat is soar i have a stuffie and runnie nose my bodyaces all ova...ugh!!!
i feel like shit...and i gota go out lata to get ebony sum soft puppy food and pedilite...fuck my spellings wrong..whatever im so bored and its only 3 i wiah it was 6 already...in other news i found an online sims game which is awesum but idk y they call it a sims game cause all u do is karoke and sing on it...which i cant do at this moment 4 my voice is scratchie and i dont have a mic..and wont get one 4 2 weeks or more dependin on when ben has money to buy me one...
ohhh i may be getin another puppy like i need nemore pets lol...
yuppers another puppy ben told me its a boy and its all black its ebonys brother i want her to have a playmate while i do my chores around the house i cant do shit its ridulious...bleh...so yeah thats a hugh mayb on dat puppy were only goin 2 get it if this lady dont want it..and im hoping she dont..im so bad lol...i want dat puppy i already got sum names 4 it...
i told ben that i want to get fid of zander..hes just so annoying to me i really dont i wish i knew sumone to take care of him...and can handle with his hyperness and hornyness..um yeah thats y hes annoying to me..plus he hates ebony and is always growling at her..and me and ben r in love with her...i cant wait to get ribbons and put them in her hair my little princess..i almost called her princess...and found out that sarah means princess...but ebony sounds so much better and means hard,tough and color..and lol my ebony is hard and tough...so her name is perfect...well damn i wrote alot...hmm wonder what im goin to do now im so bored....

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smitchy! says:

u got thew game at all?

grace says:

can u belive i went 2 eb games and they dont sell gamecube games anymore

smitchy! says:

that sucks

smitchy! says:

guess the net will b an option

grace says:

i know

smitchy! says:

hows u anyhow

grace says:

i was pissed

grace says:

im good

grace says:

i gota puppy

smitchy! says:

kewl

smitchy! says:

boy/girl

grace says:

girl

grace says:

i put a bunch of pix of her on myspace

smitchy! says:

kewl

smitchy! says:

ill check em out laters

grace says:

sweet so how r u

smitchy! says:

im ok

smitchy! says:

glad im off work for 2 days now

grace says:

thats good

smitchy! says:

yup definetly

smitchy! says:

glad to not have to worry about getting out of bed on time tomorrow i am

grace says:

lol

smitchy! says:

its ok for u cuz u never have to

grace says:

yeah but it gets so old and borin

smitchy! says:

i wudnt ever get tired of it

smitchy! says:

i wud be like mmmmm another 4 hours in bed

smitchy! says:

even when its like 2pm

grace says:

lmao

smitchy! says:

how old is ur new puppy?

grace says:

a month old

grace says:

ive only had her 4 a week

grace says:

i got to ottle feed her sumtimes

grace says:

bottle

grace says:

lol

smitchy! says:

sweet

smitchy! says:

ive never had a puppy or dog b4

smitchy! says:

and wud love 2 have 1

smitchy! says:

and like be able to hand rear it

smitchy! says:

of sorts

grace says:

aww i cud get u one but they havent came up with emailing ppl or objects ova the internet yet

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

dammit

smitchy! says:

wish they wud hurry uyp wit that then

grace says:

i know me to

grace says:

my mom wants one to i told her the same thing

grace says:

lol

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

its a gud shout

smitchy! says:

they do pretty much everything else over the net now

grace says:

i know

grace says:

shit then all i d have to do is email myself whenever i wana visit my friends lmao

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

then u shud just

smitchy! says:

wud b like trekkie fan

grace says:

lol

smitchy! says:

lilke beam-e a bout

smitchy! says:

wud b cool tho

smitchy! says:

dont think i wud like 2 think of myself in tiny ps

smitchy! says:

particles trawling thru the air tho

grace says:

lol

grace says:

it be fast and priceless

smitchy! says:

ya but still

grace says:

dont need 2 worry bout spendin alot of money

smitchy! says:

wat if u collided with another persons particles, i might end up back with out a cock#

grace says:

omg......

grace says:

hahaha

grace says:

u know what i wouldnt mind if someone switched boobs wit me

smitchy! says:

huh

smitchy! says:

wats the smiley ting about?

grace says:

dont pay attention to dat

grace says:

i did it wrong

smitchy! says:

ok

grace says:

my arm hurts

smitchy! says:

y?

grace says:

its all stiff lol cause my puppy is on it i cant put her down or leave her she crys so i got to hold her all the time which is annoying when im trying to cook

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

guess s/he loves u already then

grace says:

yup

smitchy! says:

thats cool tho

grace says:

i also got take her everywhere wit me to in her doggy carrier

smitchy! says:

aww

smitchy! says:

sweet

grace says:

but that just ends up with me taking her out and holdin her again lol

grace says:

omg it worked

smitchy! says:

that ur new puppy

smitchy! says:

is it a he or a she i cant remember

grace says:

its a girl

grace says:

her name is ebony

smitchy! says:

nice name

smitchy! says:

does she fit in ur hand?

grace says:

yeah

smitchy! says:

cute ass dog

grace says:

aww thanx

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

i am a gears of war junkie

smitchy! says:

lol

grace says:

that a game

smitchy! says:

yer

smitchy! says:

forthe xbox 360

smitchy! says:

awesome

smitchy! says:

6 more days till halo 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grace says:

do u got ur money saved up 4 it

smitchy! says:

no

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

but im gunna spend it anyways on it

smitchy! says:

cuz its gonna b freakin awesome

grace says:

i bet my bf wants to get the xbox 360 now bcause of halo

grace says:

but we dont got no money

grace says:

we just spend 100 bucks on food yesterday

smitchy! says:

lol

smitchy! says:

well if u worked......

grace says:

i know

grace says:

but like i said all da mexicans got da jobs

smitchy! says:

well mi dun npo then

smitchy! says:

get summat

grace says:

i will

grace says:

get a job and go back to school to advance my knowledge on cardiology

smitchy! says:

yer

grace says:

yup

smitchy! says:

(woo)

grace says:

i wanna make mucho money

smitchy! says:

me too

smitchy! says:

but i dont wanna earn it tho really

grace says:

so i can buy what i want cause ill have a shit load of money

grace says:

wish id win the lotto

smitchy! says:

me too

smitchy! says:

id quite possibly send ya some if i won

grace says:

aww id do the same 4 u

grace says:

if i won da lotto id go and visit u 4 a month and bring my puppy and get u one

smitchy! says:

woo

smitchy! says:

actually if u won u cud take me to richard bransons personall island

smitchy! says:

i was just watching him on cribs

grace says:

that b awesum

smitchy! says:

hos island is amazing

smitchy! says:

tho of course u wud have to b mega rich to be able to aford to do wat he has done with it

smitchy! says:

talking about how he started out at 18 and bought the island at 24

grace says:

lucky him

smitchy! says:

well yeah

smitchy! says:

but earnt

grace says:

ah crap i gota cook

smitchy! says:

kk

grace says:

talk to u lata by :-)

smitchy! says:

k lata love u

grace says:

awww love u 2 mwah...

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ehhh...

im so bored rite now and i just got up...*yawns* ive just cum tp realize that me and ben r suppose to be getin married in 7 to 8 months whenever sean can come down...
and i havent done a thing bout it i guess in january is when ill go crazy planning my wedding cause thats when sean will tell me 4 sure when hes cumin 2 visit me
poor ebony i spanked her hard on her head cause shes acting up i hit her so hard she fell asleep good 4 i have alot of cleaning and laundry to do..which i probably wont do lol..maybe a load of laundry and thats it..
bleh im so bored wait didnt i just say that..o well..its not like anyone reads my lj...but me...
hmm still decidin if i want an outside weddin i mean it wont be that hot round april or may and its not like ima wear a thick heavy dress..cause im not i had so many weird dreams last nite...bout my weddin one dream ben wore a black and burgandy tux while i wore a burgandy weddin dress i mean the whole dress was burgandy..weird i know then i had another dream that i wore a black dress it was a gothic wedding everyone wore black except ben he wore a white tux...and we got married outside near a lake and it was pouring rain outside but we didnt care we still got married and said our vows i liked that dream alot except 4 the whole gothic theme..lol...well i did tell ben that i dont want 2 wear a white dress that i rather wear black...

mayb thats y i dreamt that...hen i had another dream that i wore a white dress same thing it was rainin but ben was no were to b found...

everyone was talking that he left me at the alter blah blah blah..but i knew that he didnt so i found him dead someone pushed him down the stairs um yeah i woke up when i found him dead i didnt want to know who did it..gota say it made me think..like wtf y did i dream that it made me quite mad yeah it was only a dream but 2 me it means sumthing i kinda have a clue to what it means but ehhh thats 4 me and only me to know

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BLEH

I SO DONT FEEL GOOD I HAVE A HUGE HEADACE...

GRRR

I HAVE A TON OF CLEANING TO DO BUT I CANT BCAUSE OF EBONY...

I CANT PUT HER DOWN OR LEAVE HER ALONE SHE CRIES AND CRIES...AND SHE DOESNT STOP CRIN TILL I PICK HER UP AND SHES IN MY ARMS...

LIKE I SAID SHES A BABY

SO I HAVE TO HOLD HER ALL THE TIME AND TAKE HER EVERYWERE WITH ME...GOD SHES SO SPOILED..THEN BEN ASKED ME YESTERDAY IF I WANTED ANOTHER ONE..I DO BUT I DONT...EBONY TAKES UP ALL MY TIME...

ITS LIKE PRACTICE 4 WHEN ME AND BEN R BOTH READY TO HAVE A BABY OF OUR OWN...WELL TIME 4 ME 2 EAT...